ALL OUT IN THE OPEN - My life as fairytale means - when I look at my drawings and writings, they were always meant to happen

I am starting to see a pattern against comparative thought, I am starting to see a pattern in circles around the neighbourhood, becoming a Star in my head

If I look at my notes and see something I don’t remember, no idea where it came from but I can’t judge it too harshly, it can emerge as something new

Insists on the blue notebook - capturing extreme emotional states on the blue notebook page

My drawings and writings happen After the storm Using pop culture and music to the advantage of the artwork because letters in caps pop to the eye

After each line of my poems I imagine a head turn

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It counts both as recharge for the next line and a much-needed travel back in time in order to restore Star turn

Star turn for many tales of stars under the sun I champion the raw, the half-made

If I think every word is worthy then it is - openly betting to the word that dazzles, refusing to polish, keeping the mistakes in…

Playing not only with memory, but with screens, headphones, visions, sends signals, allowing you to be

Taking pride in your work in the moment means that it will expand and tons more will come

After a while, a while after the creation, the drawing and writing, they feel like they were always meant to happen

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My drawings and writings will be unearthed - I look at them as placeholder until true release, action comes - movement towards my dreams so they have open ended quality. You can for sure see yourself in them, it is not hope but I am sure they feel like mirror or secretly transmit ideas so you free yourself. The rough edges of the drawings end up in right looking whole final image so I know I am free. Not long after I complete the drawing without prior thought automatic style it feels like it was always meant to happen. I put it away, hide it and I unearth it months, even years later - when I do I don't remember how it looks or when I did it. It is born again, like every time you place it somewhere or you look - so I am free